| Walkabout The land nourishes me makes me whole power flows through me I am a vessel resonating muscles finely tuned senses honed cool coiled poised to strike my blade and my wits sharp deadly the spirit guides me on my journey to the unknown my soul soars free at one with the universe I was meant for this cleansed by the rain blessed by the sun I feel reborn alive no more cubicle hell nine to five drudgery paralyzed despair the sky is my ceiling now the woods, my walls I am an acolyte in the celestial temple this is my destiny this is what is meant to be I am free subordinate to no one Don't tell me what I can't do Ever. |
Deus
ex Machina Darkness washes over me I am numb, cold body devoid of feeling the curtain of night closes in heavy suffocating I fall to my knees in supplication all I see is red I pray for unconsciousness to claim me Today I held the life of another in my hands cold metal hard, unyielding uncaring What do you want? What more can you take? I've given you all you asked for I am awash in a sea of despair red waves crash over me how could you take him? so young and full of life I'd scream, curse if I could muster the energy unfeeling glass inpenetrable cold glowing light soft and forgiving welcoming warming I understand now I believe. |
| Into
the hatch: dream number 1 Tall and dark he waits for me man of mystery my guide into the jungle of mystery into the unknown tanned bald dangerous he leads me to places I've only imagined together we open the portal it's dusky aperture beckons limitless depths we descend together this is my destiny with faith I will follow I am not afraid |
Locke
Haikus The hatch beckons What's inside no one knows I certainly don't Locke is smiling glowing sun in azure skies I am happy Light shines from cold metal pale fire burning, January embers someone is waiting Intense green eyes lock on mine wise, knowing, quiet strength he knows my secret pain cold, unfeeling metal emotions poured like blood shed Inside, someone understands The woman on the phone says goodbye crushed I sit, dreams torn asunder who needs her anyway? |
| Destiny:
Dream no. 2 He walks in mystery tall and strong the unknown beckons into darkness he treads the great spirit is his guide the past surrounds him through struggle, pain he is healed moonlight on tanned skin cleansing illuminating the portal awaits he alone holds the key the chosen one all has led up to this the circle closes the time has come destiny awaits. |
Special:
Dream no. 3 He's not like the others different they say he sees things knows things he is one with this place shaman interpreting the messages guiding us travelers on an amazing journey he sees the signs follows his destiny he was meant for this a small piece in a grand design protector teacher hunter warrior he is not like the others he is Special |
| Pain:
Dream no. 4 I am awash in a burning sea angry red the color of pain the color of life draining from one young and vibrant betrayed by my own body abandoned by all in which I placed my faith I wear the mark of my guilt indelible this water may wash away the stain but it will not cleanse my soul this burden I must carry until the spirit releases me I did what had to be done now I pay the price through suffering I am reborn no rest and no forgiveness I know now what I must do. Judgement : Dream no. 5 A soft wind rustles the leaves soothing my bruised body with its caress I am marked for what I did Kissed by cold lead held in judgement the jungle was moist and heady the barrel of the gun, a gaping black maw anger, rage, and pain surround me I was tested I survived I place no blame on her what I did, I did out of love they are not ready yet in time they will understand in time my wounds will heal someone is near I can sense it he will not judge me as she did I must ready myself there is much work yet to be done. |
Destiny This is my destiny this is what is meant to be the hatch stands open waiting its depths limitless and unexplored so close I can feel it it calls me I hear you I understand I am your conduit my heart pounds my mouth is dry the cable feels heavy in my hands solid I must do this, even if she won't this is what must be done our future awaits within the time is now I'm ready for my destiny Use once and destroy A harsh wind washes over me cold angry, black birds in the cage of my mind I sit deep in a pool of despair she doesn't understand she couldn't what he did what he took from me why why doesn't he care what did I do? someone to care about me it's all I ever wanted I can feel the scar my mark of shame branding me tightening reminding the wound has healed my flesh no longer torn the emptiness remains he did it used me then discarded me like trash what can I do? wait hope worry maybe somehow maybe someday I need this I have to know I will be silent no longer it's time |
| Coma
Black I lie silently still beside him close but still he seems miles away what is it that haunts him that drives him to return every night to the gated estate what is it about this strange and wonderful man wounded angry as am I maybe I can help him heal him give him what he needs some way someday if he'll let me what will it take even when we're intimate part of him is there at that cursed house how I hate it and what was done to him I love him this John Locke this enigma but is it enough? only time will tell. |
Coma
white Lying beside her close I can't get him out of my mind naked all my secrets exposed why did he do it? why doesn't he care I know she doesn't like it my nighttime pilgrimages what can I do? I could love her this fiery redhead except for him the pull is too strong the need too great should I try to forget? let her heal me her body, the bandage mine, the wound can I be healed? can I ever be free? or is the hurt too deep? I wish I could surrender to the sweet oblivion be happy forget I need to know I'm like a child when I'm near him I hate myself for it almost as much as I hate him torn like my body was when the kidney was ripped from me I want what's mine I know what I could lose in the bargain what I've always wanted love Maybe I don't want it now I can't want it not worthy of it not now not yet I must do this first I must know. |